Fulfillment in gratitude

Hello , Hello out there!

Warning! This discussion will be in full raw transparency of vulnerable real mental health matters and physical/sexual violence ( generalized & to the point ).

So with this indigenous awareness month we are on 11/11 as of this 2021 year, very sacred and aligned and super open to talking with the chosen few that are willing to share such a sensitive space/container with me.

With love and always surrounded in light, this messaging is brought to you by spirit/source/God in a form of a clairaudience(hearing) & clairsentient(feels). In pure gratitude and full surrender of the unknown and complete trust , this is the knowing of believing myself in all aspects of this message and content given and shared. To serve is to be with my soul tribe, allowing all intuitive/gut instinct to nudge my human in the direction most serving. Music and soul connection are my ultimate navigational tools when sharing a divine and sovern connection with someone new. Many wise elders in the indigenous culture share from a heart space shared with love and strength, I listen to what "rings my bell", as abraham hicks says.

So, what does this matter? The legacy and journey in each moment that my senses have gone through are to be shared and bravely served to aid in a healing process for my unique crowd of light souls/beings here. In most aspects, the feeling is a knowing, sensation, word synchronicity, musical vibes, emotional release, heart felt moments. The solutions that have come through me in experience has solved so many problems. From the year of '93 perspective. Let's dive in.

From the aspect of trauma and survival mode, I know the feeling all too well and had to feel all of the emotions with to ultimately heal. The work was done with TONS of journaling and prompts with a mentor and coaching, one teaches the modalities to overcome and the other guides through actual process of the release and activates the spots a little tricky to get on your own.

So the specialty of this service that I can MOST DEFINITELY guide through are as follows:

PTSD & Panic Attacks

Emotional/ Physical & any sexual abuse

Depression

Anxiety

Anorexia

Brainwashing/ mental conditioning

Confinement

Sexuality healing/rejuvenating

Self Regeneration replenishment

All that being said, the certifications and verifications are not through a medical professional in standardized school and other facilities. The knowledge obtained in all that is mentioned is in my own personal revolution of flipping each concept into a 180 degree change and having knowledge and guidance through other spiritual teachers/ natural holistic medicine (plant only) and the internal voice (higher self) in connection in my own heart.

When this all is happening , the thoughts and words being processed are not simple and easy in any manner. Challenging mind and very messy emotions, with a renovation and demolition project on the self regenerative process that only my own free will gave access to. The willing souls and starseeds are in a deep knowing that there is something so much greater than meets the eye. TOTALLY A VIBE. The pull and force is there, just like star wars.

The distinct nature to become a good willing compassionate sovereign being that is of the purest form of healing any wounds is found in the heart , yes. Love. The forms of language in how we interpret varies from person to person. The declaration to self and accepting full identity to what our desires through integrity are give the answer to purpose and service to this world we live in.

Declarations are best embodied in the "I am / I have " tense, when thinking and speaking with allowing that higher form of self to come through in the most loving way. The reaction of life is in connection to the ego and thoughts that are in fear/doubt. The "good/bad" concept is really a concept that is per morality in my own beliefs. Only what is processed in judgment of integrity, staying honest and keeping the humanity in full front view when walking through life.

Stress and chaos are around us more and more, that caving in affect is in some of our control. That serenity prayer is a tool I use in times of knowing the when and where that control is to be released and to take action in. We all have access to feel wholesome and to know that each of us is worthy. For love, support, nurturing, connection, pure serenity.

The power of now is crucial. STAYING PRESENT.

Washing away distractions and noises that are not pertaining to self will be the key.

Streaming now, from any platform you have for podcasts, the music and the words that were the encouragement for today is shared in that audio as well. Just in case you wanted to hear my thoughts rather than read or scroll. That is also a tedious task that is mindless , yet easily exhausting. Watching where we plug in can get into the brain and thought, pay close attention to the words that mirror afterwords.

Gratitude in all the safety and security we actually hold and physically can touch is a perfect place to open a mindset reset with any trauma. Once further on the healing path, the emotions clear up as a storm passing, sunshine rays beaming on your jolly lil face.

The appreciation of the experience comes through, no matter how suffocating and painful.

Lessons and blessing are in every single aspect of this life, helping life lines are also a wonderful resource to get assistance to leave really toxic environments/eating habits/ emotional deprivation states. Let the predator go and see the truth that was leading the soul through this human experience. What was observed in them and in you. Deep reflection here.

Love and nurture here.

You are not alone.

ever.

you matter.

always.

Unique and diverse can and will stick out , in a very blunt, sometimes in a abrupt manner. Fitting in/conformity is very challenging to a leader and natural born starseed. The genetic makeup is similar from the DNA perspective, the gene keys speak otherwise.

Here is mine.

https://c4a0dce9-4ae3-4c6f-8ed6-8496f7a8e0b8.usrfiles.com/ugd/c4a0dc_0b5e930fde72421d8b5a4461e804d54c.pdf

Creating habits that sustain such reformative transformation is in the reach of our choices daily. The container and space we are is the safe and rehabilitation that guides and aids in moments like those. The turmualing and bumpy rides that is.

So in all that is said and done,

I love you and appreciate you being here.

Reading this.

Listening to my podcast ( if that rings your bell )

Stay wild 🙃